the feeling when you really need someone who can make you sure that everything's all right.
the feeling when you've been got everything that you want but it was never enough.
the feeling when you fall into your past, and you needed someone to raised you up. And he was your "past". You thought that he would came back and fix up everything but you were just wrong, he was never cared at all.
the feeling when you were just stand up and waiting for something that you even don't know.
the feeling when you still wondering "how could be this bad" although you were know that it was clearly your faults.
the feeling when you think that she is better and she has everything that you don't. So, you can't do anything to make what should you get back.
the feeling when you try hard to get what you want but you never success. You give up on your hope, living what you have and never want to try something new.
the feeling when you are just want to be alone in somewhere that brings you cosiness. No one looking you there crying and shouting loud for what are you actually feels.
And, they are what I'm feelings when I'm completely alone. Too many shits in my mind. Imagining anything that doesn't make sense. Everytime I try to relax and don't want to feel anything, randomly one by one of those feelings comply my mind. I feel something that will bring me down after that, and it become frightened. I wish I can go back to my childhood and I just thinking how many candy I can eat more for a day.
